A Life I Never Had

A Life I Never Had: Lyrics

  • Somewhere Elseward Blown
  • The Bottom of a River
  • My Blue Eyed Jane
  • Never Left the Road Behind
  • Smoke and Flowers
  • Pastures of Plenty
  • Paradise
  • The Word I Said (or The Slut Poem)
  • Put Your Foot in Your Mouth
  • The Best Thing I'll Ever Know
  • John Lee
  • Nothing in This World
  • A Life I Never Had


    Somewhere Elseward Blown
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    I had a friend named Jack, wore his life on his back
    And where the road did jag, something else went in his bag
    He walked right out of sight, I lost him in the night
    And I wonder if he'll ever wander back into my life

    Chorus:
    Old friends I've lost along the way
    I wish it wasn't so, but sometimes that's how it goes
    Sometimes the rope just slips away
    And that someone that I've known becomes somewhere elseward blown

    I had a friend named Jess who slanted to her left
    Her angle to the ground didn't match others around
    One day she slanted off and I lost her in the toss
    I still think about her angle, that's a cute friend that I lost

    Chorus

    My aunt just passed away and I ain't too proud to say
    That her death wasn't the start of our slow drifting apart
    And when her death came on, I was many miles gone
    And it's hard to fight the feeling that there's something I did wrong

    Chorus

    My friend Jack went away and I miss him every day
    His memory's all I got, but even memories get forgot
    Life's a big typhoon, people come and go too soon
    They appear just like the moon, then they're gone like Brigadoon

    Chorus

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    The Bottom of a River
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    Chorus:
    The bottom of a river sounds pretty good to me
    The bottom of a river sounds pretty good to me
    That's one way to leave this life of misery

    The bottom of a river sounds pretty good to me
    The deeper in the water, the less there is to see
    And seeing you leaving just kills me more painfully

    At the bottom of a river there's nothing much to hear
    The voices saying that you're leaving wouldn't come through so clear
    There'd be nothing but bubbles and waves ringing in my ears

    Chorus

    The bottom of a river is bound to be more soft
    Than the bed that we've been sharing for the love life that we lost
    A river's bound to be calmer than the troubled seas we've crossed

    Chorus

    The bottom of a river really don't sound that bad
    The bottom of a river really don't sound that bad
    I could lie there at the bottom and think back on the love we had

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    My Blue Eyed Jane
    By Jimmie Rodgers and Lulu Belle White, Peer International, Adapted by A. Moock

    The sweetest girl in the world
    Is my blue eyed Jane
    We fell in love like turtle doves
    While the moon was shining down
    I asked her then, I asked her when
    The wedding bells would ring
    She said, Oh dear, it seems so queer
    That this could be happening here

    You are my little pal
    I never met a sweeter gal
    My little blue eyed Jane
    I love you well
    And when the sun goes down
    And the shadows are creeping all over town
    Just meet me in the lane
    My blue eyed Jane

    Janie dear, listen here
    I've come to say farewell
    The world is drear without you, dear
    But I cannot linger here
    I'm going away this very day
    Oh, please come and go with me
    I'll be sad and blue and missing you
    Longing all the long day through

    You are my blue eyed Jane
    I never met a sweeter thing
    I know you'll never change
    My blue eyed Jane
    And when the sun goes down
    And the shadows are creeping all over town
    I'll be back again
    My blue eyed Jane

    You are my little pal
    I never met a sweeter gal
    My little blue eyed Jane
    I love you well
    And when the sun goes down
    And the shadows are creeping all over town
    Just meet me in the lane
    My blue eyed Jane

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    Never Left the Road Behind
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    I've traveled 'round this country, up and down both coasts
    The view from out my car window's the view I like the most
    New York or San Francisco, anywhere I go's just fine
    Miami or Mount Kisco, anywhere I go's just fine
    I've left a thousand towns, but I've never left the road behind

    I've traveled on the highways and I've traveled on the streets
    I've traveled on the back roads through the fields and county seats
    The back roads are my favorite though, I like the way they wind
    But whatever path I've followed, I've never left the road behind

    I've gone Boston to Tuscon and back around again
    I've gone it on my own and I've gone it with a friend
    A companion can be nice if they're not talking all the time
    Companionship is fine if they're not yakking you blind
    But friends will come and go, I've never left the road behind

    Life can get confusing, you look up and find you're lost
    I always find I'm burning bridges I still haven't crossed
    With driving it's so easy, every mile there's a sign
    I just watch the dotted lines and I've never left the road behind

    People say it's running to be traveling all the time
    They say if you don't settle you can't find your peace of mind
    But I'm settled in my traveling and my head's just feeling fine
    Yes, I've traveled in all settings and my head's just feeling fine
    My peace is in my car seat and I've never left the road behind
    And that's the reason why I've never left the road behind

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    Smoke and Flowers
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    There's nothing in this world for me without you
    I'm just swimming in an unknown sea
    And the sky doesn't seem so blue
    When I'm seeing it without you

    Chorus:
    That's true
    For me
    Without you

    There's nothing in this world to do
    When I'm doing it without you
    And there's nothing in this world to be
    If you can't be with me

    Chorus

    Time just drags along
    And the days seem much too long
    Without you

    There's nothing for a guy like me
    In the other fishes in the sea
    I can't even cast my line
    When you've left me behind

    Chorus

    There's nothing in this world for me without you
    I'm just swimming in an unknown sea
    And the sky doesn't seem so blue
    When I'm seeing it without you

    That's true
    For me
    For me, it's true
    Without you

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    Pastures of Plenty
    By Woody Guthrie, Ludlow Music, Adapted by A. Moock

    It's a mighty hard row that my poor hands have hoed
    My poor feet have traveled a hot dusty road
    It's out of your dust bowl and westward we rolled
    Your deserts were hot and your mountains were cold

    I've worked in your orchards of peaches and prunes
    And I've slept on the ground by the light of the moon
    On the edge of your city you will see us and then
    We come with the dust and we're gone with the wind

    California, Arizona, I've made all your crops
    Then it's north up to Oregon to harvest your hops
    Dig the beets from your ground, pick the grapes from your vine
    To set on your table your light, sparkling wine

    It's green pastures of plenty from dry desert ground
    From the Grand Coulee Dam where the waters run down
    Every state in this union, us migrants have been
    We'll work in your fight and we'll fight 'til we win

    It's always we ramble, that river and I
    All along your green valley I will work 'til I die
    And this land I'll defend with my life if it be
    'Cuz my pastures of plenty must always be free

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    Paradise
    By John Prine, Walden Music, Adapted by A. Moock

    When I was a child my parents would travel
    Down to Western Kentucky, where my parents were born
    There's a backwards old town there that's often remembered
    So many times that my memories are worn

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    And daddy won't you take me back to Muhlenburg County
    Down by the Green River where Paradise lay
    Well I'm sorry my son but you're too late in asking
    Mr. Peabody's coal train has hauled it away

    And sometimes we'd travel right down the Green River
    To the abandoned old prison up by Adree Hill
    Where the air smelled like snakes and we'd shoot with our pistols
    But empty pop bottles was all we would kill

    Chorus

    Then the coal company came with the world's largest shovel
    They tortured the timber and they stripped all the land
    They dug for their coal 'til the land was forsaken
    And they wrote it all down as the progress of man

    Chorus

    When I die let my ashes float down the Green River
    Let my soul float on up to the Rochester Dam
    I'll be half way to heaven with Paradise waiting
    Just a half mile away from wherever I am

    Chorus

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    The Word I Said (or The Slut Poem)
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    I called her a slut yesterday
    When she wasn't there
    Because it was so quiet in the carpool after Hebrew class.
    I heard David use the word during lunchtime at school on Monday
    And it sounded grown-up
    Like mixed drinks or blow job.
    So I said it.
    I liked the way it rolled on my tongue on the way out
    And then rang in my ears --
    Sllllllllutt.
    I thought it meant someone who wears too much makeup
    But it must mean something worse because I've been ratted on
    And now here comes this girl, fast and angry looking.
    She reaches me at the basketball hoop
    And she roars,
    I heard you called me a slut,
    You little shit.
    Well, this quiets the whole playground.
    And standing in the hushed morning wind,
    Surrounded by the piercing quiet of 10,000 smirking mouths
    I respond the only way I know how,
    You are a double slut.
    This is a big mistake.
    Now she has me by the throat and she's tossing me around the three-point line.
    As my head pounds into the tarmac,
    It occurs to me
    That I am no longer in control of this situation.
    No, I am definitely not in control.
    In fact, I am being beaten down to my essential elements
    And every kid in the universe is watching.
    What a disgrace.
    I'll never be allowed to laugh
    With the boys again.
    I'll never be allowed to kiss
    Any of those girls' mouths when I'm older.
    I'll grow to be an old man
    In an old chair
    Without ever finding happiness.

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    Put Your Foot in Your Mouth
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    Don't hold back what you say
    If it comes to mind just let yourself obey
    And don't hold back what you think
    Just loosen up and have yourself another drink

    I never thought I'd ever hear those words come out of you
    And from the look on your face, I guess you didn't too
    But you can't take it back, you might as well just accept that fact
    Stick your front leg out and put your foot in your mouth

    Don't be smart and well-behaved
    Every party needs someone who's brave
    And don't be quiet and reserved
    Just shout on out any thought that might have just occurred

    Those little things you swore you'd never tell anyone you do
    Are now the common knowledge of everyone you ever knew
    But don't be dignified, just open up real wide
    Stick your front leg out and put your foot in your mouth

    Don't keep secrets to yourself
    Solitude is dangerous to your health
    Share your secrets with your friends
    Your meaning well will justify the ends

    Those longings that you feel are probably best laid out to air
    Despite the fact the person that you're longing for is standing right there
    Just open up the drain, share your pleasure and your pain
    Stick your front leg out and put your foot in your mouth

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    The Best Thing I'll Ever Know
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    There's times in this life when I'm hungry
    And there's times in this life when I'm sad
    But my time with you is the very
    Best times that I've ever had

    You talk in your sleep, that's the truth
    And there's times when you're miles away
    But the feeling I have in my heart
    Is more than the words I can say

    Chorus:
    Friends come and go
    And the cold winds will always blow
    But whatever it is that you do to me
    Is the best thing I'll ever know

    When I was a kid I was lonely
    Like only kids know how to be
    And I dreamed of meeting a woman
    Like the ones I saw on TV

    With blond hair down to her waist
    And short skirts up to her thighs
    But I never dreamed I could love
    Like I do when I look in your eyes

    Chorus

    There's times in this life when I'm jumping
    And there's times when I just sit and moan
    But these last six years that I've spent with you
    Are the best six years I've known

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    John Lee
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee
    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee
    I miss you and your beat and the stomping of your feet
    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee

    I miss you, Mississippi John Hurt
    I miss you, Mississippi John Hurt
    I missed you cast your spell when you played that Creolle Belle
    I miss you, Mississippi John Hurt

    I miss you, Ms. Elizabeth C.
    I miss you, Ms. Elizabeth C.
    Your Freight Train set me free, but I can't shake sugaree
    I miss you, Ms. Elizabeth C.

    I miss you, Woody Wilson Guthrie
    I miss you, Woody Wilson Guthrie
    I miss the way you write and the way you fought your fight
    I miss you, Woody

    I never heard that Singing Brakeman sing
    I never heard that Singing Brakeman sing
    Now cowboy songs are dead, we got TNN instead
    And I never heard that Singing Brakeman sing

    History is slipping through the cracks
    History is slipping through the cracks
    The heroes of the past are dying way too fast
    History is slipping through the cracks

    Soon they will have all passed on
    Soon they will have all passed on
    Soon they will be gone and all we'll have is tribute songs
    Soon they will have all passed on

    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee
    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee
    I miss you and your beat and the stomping of your feet
    I miss you, Boom Boom John Lee

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    Nothing in This World
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    Chorus:
    There's nothing in this world to be afraid of now
    There's nothing in this world to be afraid of now
    Ever since I found you, there's nothing that can keep me down

    When you're on your own, the world is such a lonely place
    When you're on your own, the world is such a lonely place
    When you've got someone, you can always keep a smile on your face

    Chorus

    Long before I met you, I was shaking in my boots
    Long before I met you, I was shaking in my boots
    Now that we're together, we're dancing in our birthday suits

    Chorus

    I hope that I can be as good a friend to you
    I hope that I can be as good a friend to you
    I'd lie down in the tracks, kiss a monkey if you want me to

    Chorus

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    A Life I Never Had
    Lyrics & Music by A. Moock ©2002 Moockshake Music, ASCAP

    Chorus:
    Thank you, thank you, lord, for this life you've given me
    I wouldn't call it perfect, but it's not all misery
    And even if it was, well, it wouldn't be that bad
    At least I'll never look back on a life I never had

    Thank you, thank you, lord, for this world in which we live
    I couldn't call it perfect, but these things are relative
    There's beauty in the mountains and there's beauty in the sea
    And there's beauty out my window when I turn off my TV

    Chorus

    Thank you, thank you, lord, that I might live one more day
    'Cuz I'd give two to one tomorrow's better than today
    And even if it's not, I'd still like to stick around
    'Cuz I think I like it here more than I would under the ground

    Chorus

    Thank you, thank you, lord, for blessing my soul
    I haven't been perfect, but I'm improving as I go
    Thank you for this life that I see with second sight
    And thank you for the darkness that led me to that light

    Chorus

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